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Getting There [Mar. 24th, 2005|11:13 am]
bcmn1981
[mood |calmcalm]
[music |"The Bluest Eyes In Texas..." - Little Texas]

Having too many days off sux! I need a hobby! I never thought I would WANT to go to work, just to fill the hours! But, I do! Crazy, I know!! Finally getting into my new "position" totally and understanding my role! Plus, the money should be good! Nonetheless, days get easier to handle, and seeing her still leaves a bad taste in my mouth! I wish we could break the rules, but its not something she wants to do! I respect and totally understand that! My role now is to try to make it not hurt so much, maybe by detaching myself a bit more. Theres still hope tho!! Keep it real people, I know I will!!
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Let it be done... [Mar. 5th, 2005|12:42 am]
bcmn1981
[mood |melancholymelancholy]
[music |None - No Lights either]

We hadn't really talked for long, but I fell for her...hard! Now, we push it aside, swallow our pride, and press on. I haven't felt this melancholy for a long time. I still feel like I get more out of the deal than her, which kills me. I never regret getting involved, and our kinship will stay strong...I pray...
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This Wreaks of Irony [Mar. 4th, 2005|12:28 am]
bcmn1981
[mood |sadsad]
[music |The Killers - Mr. Brightside]

The same thing that brought us together, is breaking us up...Those words describe it perfectly. I can't sit back and pass up opportunities that can further myself in my career and life in general. Life is full of choices, and the right choice isn't always the one that makes us happy. I'm learning this lesson right now, and the idea that we come out strong and better off in the end keeps me ticking. Only, I wish the end result was clearer, so I'd have reason to smile everyday. I'm thankful for my life, my situation, my friends...but its still not fair.
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Random Ramblings [Dec. 11th, 2004|03:04 am]
bcmn1981
[mood |satisfiedsatisfied]
[music |Rock My World, Little Country Girl - Brooks n Dunn]

Went to college station yesterday...probably the most hick town I've ever been to. I felt right at home there...big ass trucks everywhere, with me, frrooz, and richard in his jetta...good times. Sad thing was, the first thing we did when we got there, was go to Best Buy! hmm...obsessive? maybe! Got another "job" interview, makes two this week. Hopefully something good comes out of all this stuff! By good, I mean lots of money! Anywayz, heres a tip: dont go anywhere with frrooz or richard driving...they try to kill ya! For the story on that, read frrooz's journal entry from 12/10...and frrooz dosent stop at stop lights downtown, so, heads up pedestrians! Goin to sleep...peace bitches.


...its all about the roc...
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Twenty-Three [Dec. 7th, 2004|04:21 pm]
bcmn1981
[mood |gratefulgrateful]
[music |Blindside - All of Us]

After a relatively long day at work, I'm heading home to get ready to head out, to do something, have a party somewhere. Well, the party came to me, and was I SURPRISED! Congratulations to all who kept it a secret, I had no idea! There was cake, beer, presents, WOW! Such an awesome time! I'm thankful for these past few months and the new people I've met! There was a lull for a while, but now, its all good! Anyway, glad I had today off, need to catch up (or START catching up) on some chores and stuff! Still not sure about changes that are in store. Thanks to everyone!!

Frrooz, Jen, Starre, Dustin, Michael, Kyle, Kayla, Rachel, Rhett, Jen, Kelsey, Michelle...ya'll rock my world! ;-)

Holla back!!
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The Weekend... [Dec. 3rd, 2004|09:51 pm]
bcmn1981
[mood |nostalgicnostalgic]
[music |Yellowcard - Only One]

Ok, so, week was bad ass! Most MEMORABLE moment.......at Wan Fu...asking which side I needed to be on if there was any kinda of "drama" at this party I've heard so much about. All i could think of, "you go served"...also, finding a HYSTERICALLY funny movie on www.newsfilter.org...me and frrooz couldn't stop cracking up. Lets just say, it puts you in a good mood yo! Anyway, got the entire weekend off...big stuff about to happen in my life, including me turning 23 and prolly turning my back on A-Town...but we'll see how that all turns out! Peace out, til next time...
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Water's Back [Nov. 10th, 2004|12:25 pm]
bcmn1981
[mood |hornyhorny]
[music |Privelage - Incubus]

So, the water in my apt came back on this morning, finally. Now I can shower, cuz I need to! Anywayz, day off, nothing to do...need to work on the truck but, don't know if that'll happen. Jen's on her way home from school..."yay". Holla back...

__shoutz__
everyone...bitches.
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Shouts [Nov. 9th, 2004|08:44 pm]
bcmn1981
[mood |touchedShouty]
[music |Shout - Disturbed]

...to Firooz...cuz he's the only one that reads this...holla back

__Shouts to Firooz__ Peace out ni**a!

"juicy shit"
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More Good Stuff [Nov. 9th, 2004|08:37 pm]
bcmn1981
[mood |hornyPut it in me]
[music |The Killers - Somebody Told Me...]

Good Times...works starting to suck, but looking for a new job sux. Don't know where I'll be after the new year. Sucks to be me! Otherwise, just hanging, working, cleanin, nothing new! Holla Back!!
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Holla Back [Oct. 31st, 2004|11:26 am]
bcmn1981
[mood |working]
[music |Nirvana - Heart Shaped Box]

Holloween...time changes...airports...work...bout it! Peace.
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